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Iapos;m pleased to say that things with me and Gavin are still going strong, in fact, they are improving after every single conversation we have together. The greatest thing is i feel i have enough confidence in him that i can tell him anything and everything thatapos;s on my mind, whereas in previous relationships iapos;ve been too afraid and usually keep things to myself. I think itapos;s where heapos;s older and more mature that i feel so comfortable talking to him, and he always gives really good advice. Iapos;ve told him stuff that i havenapos;t even told my own mumma�about, thatapos;s how much i trust him.�Iapos;ve even admitted everything i feel for him, every last detail. Heapos;s the kinda guy that needs everything spelling out for him though�as heapos;s a bit slow on the uptake in terms of whether i like him or not, but then saying that, most guys are

So he knows how my mind ticks and i have a fairly good idea about his too, heapos;s much more withdrawn about what heapos;s thinking about but isnapos;t shy in admitting his feelings towards me. Heapos;s always so concerned about how iapos;m feeling but iapos;m always wanting to know what heapos;s thinking, he always looks so serious when heapos;s on cam. Oh well, he knows that iapos;m here for him if he needed to talk about anything.

Talking of being on cam, wow. He is so adorable itapos;s unbelievable. He has this really cute little smile and has bright blue eyes, it drives me crazy, especially when he looks directly into the cam. Itapos;s like another little part of me dies, he is so beautiful. Last night was rather amusing, at around midnight he actually fell asleep whilst on webcam to me xD proper asleep as well.... After 15 minutes i decided to leave him and went to bed myself... Bless him

Best of all, he has a wonderful personality, so kind and caring. He really would do anything to make me happy. I couldnapos;t quite believe it when he said he was gonna drive down from Leicester to see me one day soon and then go back early hours of the morning�so he�could go back to�work. He once drove down to Poole in one day, and left to go home at 1:30am. Crazy, i know. He even wanted to drive down here last night but i wouldnapos;t let him otherwise something bad couldapos;ve happened to him and i didnapos;t want that. Just as well really seeing as he fell asleep He really is so sweet, he even said if i got the train to leicester one day next year (i canapos;t afford it apos;til i get more student finance in january) heapos;d pay for me to stay in a hotel We all know how much that can cost.... Stupid amounts.

I can honestly say my feelings for Gavin are stronger than i have ever felt for anyone, i would say Ingy but i never had those feelings returned, therefore Gavin wins it My favourite part of the day is 9pm, when he comes online for our daily chat to catch up on the days events, my days drag on until i speak to him.

Unfortunately, after tomorrow night he wonapos;t be coming online until monday night :( heapos;s going to Torquay for the weekend with his rugby club, iapos;m going to miss him far too much... And after what he said last night iapos;m a tad concerned. He was saying how lonely he was, and how heapos;d probably end up attracting some slags whilst he was there. Now, i donapos;t know if he was joking or not, but it kind of upset me. After everything i have admitted to him, it felt like it had all gone to waste. I think he knew i was upset from how quiet i went, i just didnapos;t know what to say. I�mean, what am i supposed to say in that situation? I think thatapos;s the only upsetting thing heapos;s said to me... But iapos;m getting�over it now. Probably because shortly after that was when he was saying how he was going to drive to portsmouth to see me, even if it was just for an hour or something. If he keeps to that word, or if he brings�the portsmouth drive�up again�tonight, then iapos;ll forgive him xD
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